Submitted by: cinderrz
Written by: Cindy
Title: Desparate
Text: I'm just sitting here on the carpet
Studies lain infront of my crossed knees
Staring somewhere far away
Nobody else can see
Feel the pain, I cannot see you
But I imagine my hand in yours
Gaze locked within yours
Like I'm all yours
Something hard digging in my back
In reality, I don't care or feel
Theres more I can sense
The aching, echoing deeply
Somewhere near my heart
Here, can you feel it
Feels so tightly gripping
Won't let go
Want, like I never can
In a way I can never have you
Though I am yours
You cannot be mine, not yet
To learn me look beyond my eyes
Even I don't understand
Help me, I want it, I need it
How long I'll last, I have no idea
Please realise, you are my hope
I live on hope
Such want for freedom
Tear away from here
No pressure, I don't need pride
Achievements are insignificant
Not me, I am someone else
Another person, but in love with you
I am not my mind
To think is hurt
Help me